I have been betrayed by a close friend of mine. This hole in my heart probably will never heal. My loved ones are slowly dying too. I'll be alone soon. So, I'll just go now. I'll go see my little sister's grave when i get well again. Then, maybe things will change for me. But, I have no desire to be here anymore. My betrayer is here. So, thank you for all you have done, my friends. And I'm sorry to leave like this. Hate me if you want. I don't blame you.